I’m so fucking tired of having to keep up with which lies which one of my family members tells each other. My mom wants me to keep things from my dad and my sister and my sister wants me to keep things from my dad and my mom and my dad (less so than the others to his defense) wants me to lie too.
I’m so fucking tired of it and sometimes I slip up and say something I should be lying about and then everyones fucking mad at me for telling the truth.
Im sick of being caught up in a web of lies just for trying to talk to my dad. I wish I could just be truthful.